"I've given up being angry, forever... from now on, I'm into candles, soft music, and horse tranquilizers..."
Monday, November 09, 2009
This week marks nine months since I've drank (well, save one Sierra Nevada Pale Ale at a party in New York in August, but damnit, I was just thirsty). It's not like I really drank a whole lot in recent years, but it feels good to eliminate it from "things that could potentially be really bad." My dad was just a few years older than me when he had his first stroke. It ruined his life - both the stroke and drinking, in general... and drinking definitely brought it to a very premature conclusion. I still have a lot of life in me and a lot to do with it... and I'd like to be this person as long as I can so that I can do it all to the best of my ability. The biggest thing I have going for me in life is just "me..." and I hope that I can put it all to good use for the present and the future... of "me." lol