A forty year-old man should not be in a nursing home, dying of liver failure... a fucking nursing home... at forty. When we were twenty, yeah, we had our fun... we drank, we smoked... we had a lot of good times to be remembered and recalled... and then, he got into the coke... and he changed... and I didn't want to hang around him, anymore... because he wasn't a fun guy... and the coke led to other things... and insane amounts of alcohol on top of things that were already really hard on your liver... and now he's forty, and in a fucking nursing home... a place for people more than twice his age... and he's not going to leave... he's not going to get better... he is going to die, there. It makes me... really sad. I almost can't believe it... but I have to believe it... because it's a fact... a horrible fact.